CLEAN WATER FOR ALL GOD'S CHILDREN

I SPENT THREE YEARS AND A HALF LOCKED UP IN LONG BEACH.

THEN I SPENT A HALF YEAR LOCKED UP IN LOS ANGELES.

I SPENT LBC WORKING ON ILLUSTRATION, RUSSIAN, KOREAN, JAPANESE. AND CHINESE.

I SPENT LOS ANGELES WORKING ON BEING A COMIC.

I HAVE CONQUERED MONTHS OF PTSD! SOO OVER IT.

GRIEF AND BEREAVEMENT, DEPRESSION. I'M CHIPPING AWAY AS I BECOME A BEADWORK ARTIST AND A WILDLIFE PRESERVE MANAGER.

THE FIRST TIME, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION AND GIVEN LEXAPRO.

HALF THE TIME, THEY CALL IT DEPRESSION, AND THEN PEOPLE WHO WANT TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL CALL IT BIPOLAR TWO.

PEOPLE DON'T EVEN NEED MEDS FOR POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER!

I HATE THAT PSYCHIATRIC MEDS HURT MY HEART, KIDNEYS, LUNGS, LIVER, BRAIN.

FINALLY AFTER MANY YEARS I HAVE GOT THE SCHIZ CHANGED TO BIPOLAR.

I HAVE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND MY DYING OF LUPUS WOULDN'T BE HALF SO BAD IF I HAD NEVER BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH BIPOLAR 2 (SPECIFICS ARE REALLY IMPORTANT WHEN IT COMES TO HUMAN RIGHTS)

I HAD TO BEG FOR SERTRALINE (FOR DEPRESSION) TWICE! AND GOT IT!

IT MAKES SENSE SINCE HALF THE TIME THEY DECIDE THAT YES I AM JUST DEPRESSED.

I WENT TO A MENTAL INSTITUTION SO MANY TIMES BECAUSE THAT'S ALWAYS WHERE I END UP WHEN MY FAKE DAD RAPES ME.

FINALLY AT AGE 35 (I AM 36) I CAN TALK ABOUT IT! NO COP OR PSYCHIATRIST HAS EVER ASKED BE ABOUT IT. BUT IF THEY DID, I WOULD TALK ABOUT IT. I DO NOW. YES.

IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE LUPUS CAN BE CURED WITH POT MAYBE YOU DON'T HAVE IT!

I AM SO FRUSTRATED BUT I HAVE PARTIAL FREEDOM.

THIS IS NOT LIKE WHEN I WAS A PARAPELEGIC AND I HAD TO EVENTUALLY ONCE I HEALED SUFFICIENTLY CRAWL TO THE BATHROOM.

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL MY MOM IS ALIVE TO TAKE ME TO MY DOCTOR, WHOM I HAVE HAD SINCE 2002, WHEN SOO MANY WHITE AMERICANS STILL SAY I CAN'T AFFORD INSURANCE. YES, WE PAY. THAT'S HOW IT WORKS.

THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU GOD! I AM NOT BIPOLAR. I SOMETIMES USE CAPS WHEN I AM ANGRY. I HATE THE TWO PAIRS OF LESBOS THAT STALK ME: IT'S PERSONAL, THEY ARE OUT OF BOUNDS AND RUDE AND RAPACIOUS. I CAN TALK ABOUT THEM COS THEY ARE NOT STAFF.

IF MR. E.B. IS READING THIS, THANK YOU FOR YOUR CORDIALITY. I WILL BE EMAILING YOU SOON FOR AN UPDATE. I AM FINE, I AM JUST FREAKED OUT BECAUSE I AM IN TREMENDOUS PAIN BECAUSE I BELIEVE, AND I AM A BIOLOGY/ENVIRONMENTAL STUDIES BACHELORS GETTER ON MY OWN TO ME, WHO REALLY PASSED ENOUGH TESTS SUCCESSFULLY AT 99.9 PERCENT THREE TIMES WHICH PROBABLY MEANS I HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF EVERYTHING A PHARMACIST KNOWS, ACTUALLY, BECAUSE THAT'S HOW I WAS SUCCESSFULLY TRAINED, THAT MY LIVER IS RUNNING OUT OF BLOOD AND THAT'S WHY I AM IN SO MUCH PHYSICAL PAIN.

YES, I KNOW RECREATIONALLY I CAN GET THE P STUFF LEGALLY IN MOST PLACES IN CALIFORNIA.

I'M GOING TO ASK MY PERSONAL FAMILY PHYSICIAN ABOUT IT. SHE HAS GOT ME THE BEST SO I TRUST HER AND KNOW HER, LIKE MY DENTIST WHO DID MY BRACES.

I KNEW THE WHOLE TIME THE NURSE JUST HAD TO SHOW ME COS SHE LIED SAID SHE ALREADY DID IT I CALLED THE PHARMACY THEY SAID SHE HADN'T DONE IT AND THEN I GOT A PHOTOCOPY. it would have saved me months of hell if people just knew how to do that without me saying i'd get my lawyer on it.

lbc place stuck me with the wrong diagno when i left it and the los angeles people said i had ptsd and could i bargain down, please, to bipolar? they really didn't do the paperwork, but i thank the city of cerritos for their mental health and respect of people.

IF YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT YOU, YOU ARE PROBABLY WRONG.

PRAISE HIM!