kay_mulan | I had a dream

that I couldn't reveal, that I was Ashkenazi Hassidic Sephardic but I still can't say because my real parents died in 2002 and 2014, and my country of origin which will also always be my home country but America is my home country now voted them in as King and Queen when the whole country is related like all countries by now some might say inbreeding some might say DNA islands of microevolution so it is an origin country of much jewish moslem christian buddhist even shinto also hindu not so much native american heritage a very very rare place a very very sweet place where - not withstanding every body could get along

but in that country, my country of origin, everybody are royalty, so they had a popularity contest for upfront queen and king and my mother and father, my real mother and my real father, won,

and aaaalways did a good job

so I'm basically an orphan, an orphan in LA, but some members of my family still love me and pray for me and would spend time with me if they weren't so busy while other members seem really disinclined to ever be civil and look me in the eyes when they cast me away and forsake me and ruin my reputation saying she did this and she did that when those were the horrible horrible things they did to me instead

if I had some money I would buy three parakeets and guinea pigs and hamsters and fish, but pets are not allowed

i don't know, it's just the basic daily swing of run for your lives! and don't disrespect nobody

i believe this might be literature that high schools could or should or would find fascinating,

but tracing the trajectory of my dreams and also being a very very private person too in a way means that this is just a way of leaving notes for myself and perhaps shooting for imortalities hoping to live beyond hope live beyond living atleast to live beyond death

but it was really nice because in my dreams there definitely were candles aloud

and lots of love and lots of hugs and lots of kisses godblessyou